My Baby Boy, Samiel Travis Jeremiah

mom and baby Samiel



Samiel Travis Jeremiah A. Nisperos
June 3 2009


SAMIEL TRAVIS JEREMIAH was born on June 3, 2009. He's my first baby, my son. My God i have my own son hehe, having him was a big thing. He's my gift from God. And i wanna thank him for bringing him to my life. Looking back before he got of these world was a long process. My pregnancy days was so hard for me, because i was going to school. The pressures of school work stresses me, and the changing of moods and my appearance and also my emotions was a big trials for me during that time. A lot of things happened before i gave birth to him. It was full of drama. haha. Then i got married, i moved away from home. Moving away from home and taking another step in my life which is building my own family was challenging. Of course i missed my family, i'm very close to them especially to my siblings, it was new for me. Having not to sleep with them, not seeing them and mingle with them everyday is really a big change.

But where does our life leads? It leads us to marriage sooner or later right?

Then the baby comes out. I'm so relieved hehe that he finally comes out, he was really heavy inside me haha. It's hard to carry myself, i can't do normal stuff. They would always tells me not to do this or that, it's tiring haha. But it was all worth it when i saw my child for the first time.

I can't believe i am a MOM! haha. Yes i'm 22 years old and i have a very cute son haha:)

My short hair ;)

My new hair.
Nyahaha actually it wasn't that new cause, it was already two months old hahaha.
I wanted it to grow fast because i'm missing my long hair. I also gained weight which is why my face looks chubby, don't you think it was that bad? What do you think? :)
It's been ages since i last posted on this blog. I've been busy with a lot of stuff, so i haven't been such net craze these past days, and i think it will continue on a long period of time. hehehehe

How was you everyone's vacation anyway? Mine's a bit hectic, and little boring at times too. Though it was great. I've been able to catch up on my sleep. Since i lacked of them last year, so what happened? A lot of things had happened. hahahaha
I will tell you guys soon. Just wait hehe;)

I met Papa Zzzzzz....

OMG, i was able to meet Zanjoe Marudo.
We talked, and he was sooooo hot up close.
I couldn't myself to felt shivers down my spine. hahahahaha.
Kilig talaga. tapos parang di matapos tapos yung usapan namin. hahaha.
I didn't know na nakahumble pala nya.
Ang dami dami nyang kwento. Feeling close talaga ko sa kanya.
Ang tagal naming nagusap. Supeeeeer saya. Para kong nasa heaven
but then again, all things has come to an end.
All my excitement has ended when i woke up. argh.
It was only a dream lang pala sayang. fuck. sayang. hahaha

love is love

I don't wanna a make a big deal out of it. Kasi parang wala lang haha one month palang, over sa reaction na hahaha. I really enjoyed it lang talaga. Buti nalang wala kami classes since Finals na namin this monday haha. So wala na kwenta sa school. So ayon, we went out, had dinner. Enjoyed every moment we had hahaha. As if we will never have another moment pa. haha. I felt happy, i am happy. Kahit minsan major away hahaha nakakapagod na minsan almost everyday we were arguing for the simplest reasons, na nakakatawa isipin in a way kasi at the end of the day, magkakabati rin naman haha. Parang tanga lang, sabi nga nung friend ko, para kayong sira sam haha. Oh well, ganon naman talaga. Di naman yun mawawala di ba? hahaha. Ako ba toh? Am i hearing myself? hahahahaha.. dati rati halos isumpa ko na yata ang mga lalake hahahaha. Pero kahit ano gawin ko nagmamahal at nagmamahal parin ako? Oo na, maybe i am not bound to be single for the rest of my life like i've always told myself hahaha.

Missing Daki!!:((

I miss Daki, as in like supppppeeeeeeeeeer misssssssss na misssssssssssss. Nakakainis i've been busy, di ko na sya nakakausap, pag nagtetext naman ako sa kanya di sya nagrereply. hehehehe. Haaaayyy... Nakakamiss yung Bubbly Daki, my friend, my confidante. hahaha. Basta she makes me laugh, she's one of a kind. Hoy Daki kung nababasa mo toh magparamdam ka hahaha.

i miss you.. supeeeer..

How are you na ba?? :)

Miss our galaan days hahaha.

Mga stalking moments hahaha. you know what i'm talking about

Love ya girl :))

xoxo.

Blairbands Days

Blairbands is like supeeeeer baduy na these days. Masyado nang asak, meaning laos na tingnan haha, pano halos lahat na ata nagsusuot nito eh. Anyways i collected a lot of ribbonhead bands since i'm a self confessed obssessed fan of none other than Blair Waldorf. I used to wear them nung di pa masyadong mainstream. At ngayon ko lang na upload yung pics pano ten years ata bago ko nakuha yung copy ng pictures ko sa friend ko hahaha. Kamusta naman yun? Ending na nang sem. Soo ayon, pinost ko narin hahaha. Nakakamiss din suotin pero to be honest nababaduyan na ko eh. No offense sa mga late na nagsuot. It's just that, di naman kasi kailangan maging pangmasa, hahaha pero i'm not saying na ako lang yung pwede magsuot. Super fave ko tong color na toh. haha. Pink kasi, i love also my red one, na iba yung pagkakagawa. :)

Lazyy day argh.

I really don't have much energy today, i dunno. I'm sooooo bored. Argh. It's really not my day, not only my bf's is getting on my nerves, Fucked. grrr. He's soo imature. He got really mad on simple things, he often loses his patience. My oh my, he wanted him to be my top prioprity like he was the only thing i got to dealt with anyway, yes. I love him. That's a fact but do i have to text him 24/7? As if i'm gonna forget that i love him if don't tell him what i'm doin. Argh. It's hard to maintain a relationship. :((