unexpected happiness

He came into my life unexpectedly, and i was mesmerized with his eyes. I know it was too early too fall in love after going through a rough heartbreak. I wasn't supposed to but i did.I know, you might say that i'm too easy or i'm just a plain playgirl, but i guess it is not in our hands when we fell in love. Although it is somehow our choice, but when it hits you. It'll hit you big time. Love is such a complicated thing, i know, and i know you do but no matter what we still choose to feel it right? No one in this world haven't fell in love.
Even the old maids who grew older alone, fell in love once in their life. But they chose to live alone, because maybe they were too scared to take risks, and they didn't took chances. And i know in some part of their life, they still want to be in a relationship. 4years ago, i told myself that i shouldn't be in any relationship, that i wouldn't be too serious or anything, because after going thru a horrible relationship with my one great love i was too scared to get hurt again. You'll never know what happens when you meet someone better thanyour ex, hahaha. But then again we can never be assure that the one we'll going to love wouldn't hurt us right? You just gotta trust your instincts, your heart. And i did. Now i finally found my happiness, my life....